starry nights in manila by Fray Narte
the stars weep over all the terrible ways i have loved you —
dress you in their light caught
in my absinthe kisses and cigarette daydreams, the song —
over the way i empty my veins, disentangled,
washed inside out and wrung dry of water and blood
to hold your bones together —
kiss you, break me, leave me
burning and trapped in a lantern room; watch me
sink ships to come back to your arms;
you've always waited
and they all still weep and fall
over all the terrible ways i'll still love you
long after they die.